So to update a few things

1. I now have no job and live on Centrelink yay!

2. I have started back at uni and am too slack to do any work (must work on that one).

3. It is my birthday in 6 days.

4. My parentals left home.

5. I have been sick this past week and now have the worst back pain from "straining it".

6. Continue from above Doctors are idiots and tell you what you already know.

7. Life is boring.

8. K Rudd is paying me in a few dayd another yay!

It's been awhile since my last journal and I don't want it there but I don't want to write a new one so I'm in a bit of a predicament.


The result:



Happy New Year!



That is all

OK so a lot has happened in one week, quite terrible but also good and exciting.

I will share the basic story because I can't be fucked to care what Kmart thinks anymore.


Went into work Tuesday and was told I had a meeting with the store manager at 2:15 and i had to take a witness with me (which usually means theft) so I was shitting myself thinking what the fuck did I do?
I get in there and he asks me if I remember selling a BBQ on Saturday and I'm like wtf No? And he's like are you sure? and I'm like fuck yeah I think I'd remember selling a BBQ?? Then he says watch this video, and it's a video of me and the other service desk girl, it turns out the other girl sold a BBQ to a staff member and his family and they were talking about it over on the other side of the desk. I don't knwo what they did illegally cause I knew nothing of it. But apparently she said something to me and I laughed so I obviously knew something about it?? like wtf I know nothing about it. And then he was pretty much accusing me of being an accomplise or something! And I was crying like bawling cause I did nothing wrong.

So that wasn't the main reason I quit, after that I asked if I could go home cause I was sooooo upset, but my manager had to ask the store manager if I could go, and he said to send me back to his office! I get there and he was saying how I know nothing of business and profits and he was so sarcastic and rude and saying he'd never accused me and all this bullshit. So I said whatever and walked out and left (I was so angyr and still crying) I get home and mum was angry and i was like fuck this bullshit I'm quitting I can easily get another better job without the arsehole for a manager. So I ask mum to take up my resignation letter, my uniforms and discount card and I quit as of yesterday. Then mum called dad and he was ringing up kmart and gonna abuse the manager, but the manager wouldn't talk to dad. So he told mum what happened and she said the same thing that he was practically abusing me. And then he tried to take it all back and get me to come back syaing how valuable I was, and that he wouldn't accept my resignation until I came in and talked to him. But then mum said she never wants to see you ever again, so don't hold your breath. Bascially I quit cause the store manager is an arrogant rude arsehole.

And then buy Thursday I had a new job at DGL Financial Solutions as a trainee accountant, and I get full time work on uni holidays, so it is so muhc better than Kmart.


That is my one of my rants for the week, may have another one tomorrow.

Ok so it has been awhile since my last journal... and this is basically an update for the only two people who read this; Kat and Sam. If any one else would like to comment and let me know you are alive it would be appreciated lol.

But basically this is my life to date:
1. UNI
2. KMART
3. UNI
4. MUSIC
5. UNI

Yes uni does dominate my time and I hate that fact but it shall hopefully be worth it at the end of the degree. (Can anyone say better money than Kmart?) If not then I got seriously fucked over!

And when not doing uni I read, listen to music or watch TV which doesn't leave much time for photos, but once again oh well. Only 6 or 7 more weeks of uni then I am half way through my degree!

In conclusion uni dominates my life and I have indeed found that I am speaking like an accountant (eek!!!) and it scares the hell out of me! And I love my Ipod!

Basic About you

Name: Monica
Gender: Female
Height: 175ishcm?
Eye color: Blue/Green/Hazel
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Age: 19
Birthday: 27th March 1989
Lefty/Righty/ambidextrous: Right
Piercing: Ears
Tattoos: Not yet, maybe one day, when I find the perfect thing
Zodiac Sign: Aries, The Ram
Ring Size: Dunno
Grade: 14 lol

More about you

Are you named after anyone?: No
Do you live in the moment?: I try to, but generally I have a tendency to plan
Do you consider yourself tolerant to others?: Yes, very
Do you have any secrets?: Yes
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?: Yes, nail biting
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Ummm maybe
Any regrets?: No
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes, very good
Are you confident?: No
How long does it take you to shower?: About 10 minutes, but normally longer in winter
What color is your room?: Light purple walls with a dark purple trim... parents chose the colours and furniture bleh
Where do you want to attend college?: I am already there so don't worry

Do you...?

Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Drink?: Yes, when I'm in the mood
Go to church?: No
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No, only my cat
Take walks in the rain?: No, especially not in winter
Talk to people even if you hate them?: I hold grudges easily so generally no
Drive?: Yes
Want to get married?: Yes, one day in the distant future
Want to go to college?: Already there
Want to have children?: I dunno... there are just so many negatives, plus I hate kids, maybe jsut stick to pets lol
Get along with you parents?: Yes, mother is my best friend
Get along with your sibling/s?: Yes, we both like the same sort of music and other random shit
Color/highlight your hair?: Yes, jsut to make it darker
Like coffee?: No, prefer tea
Wear makeup every time you go out?: Yes
Love roller coasters?:
Like to cook?: I like to bake... but then not eat what I bake. And I only cook dinner if I have to.

Have you ever...?

Hurt yourself?: Does a broken arm count? Of course I've hurt myself
Been out of the country?: Yes
Done drugs?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes lol
Had surgery?: Yes
Played strip poker?: No
Been on stage?: Yes, cause I had to
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
Gone one day without food?: No
Slept all day?: Yes
Kissed a stranger?: No
Had a dream that came true?: Yes
Broken the law?: Probably
Stolen anything?: No
Been on radio/tv?: No
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: Hell No
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
Gone out of state?: Yes
Lived in other states?: Yes
Eaten an entire box of oreos?: No
Had a movie marathon?: Yes
Spun until you were immensely dizzy?: Yes
Ran into a wall?: Yes lol
Been rejected by a crush?: No
Cried in public?: Yes
Cried over a movie?: Only one... lol My Dog Skip (I'm a sucker for animals, don't give a shit about humans)
Gotten a cavity?: No
Shopped at Abercrombie and Fitch?: No
Broken a bone?: Yes right wrist
Fallen from a tree?: Yes
Passed out?: No
Been to a theme park?: Of course
Eaten sushi?: No

This or That

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Black or White: Black
Burgers or Hot dogs: Burger
Boxers or briefs: Obviously for the men out there...
Book or magazine: Twilight lol
TV or radio: Tv, cause radio plays shit music
sun or moon: Moon
hot or cold: Hot
romantic comedy or thriller: Thriller, as long as it's a good one
waffles or pancakes: Pancakes
Florida or California: Don't really care
Black and white or color photos: Colour I guess
The city, the beach, OR the country: the city
Tennis shoes or sandals: The Australian sandal: Thongs (lol I like your answer trapiki)
Sweet or sour: Sweet
Private or public school: Doesn't really matter
Cappuccino or coffee: Don't drink either
English or history: History
Science or math: Science

Do you believe ...?

in miracles?: No
in magic?: No
in God?: Yes
in Satan?: Yes
in ghosts?: No
in luck?: No
in love at first sight?: No
in Santa?: No lol
in the Easter Bunny?: No
in witches?: Yes, witches are real, but whether they can actually perform magic is another question.
faithful forever?: Yes
in wishing on shooting stars?: No
that cussing is a necessity in life?: Yes lol
yourself?: Yes
imagination?: Yes

Love and all that

Do you consider love a mistake?: No
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you react?: I'd say no
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: Yes
What is worst about the opposite sex?: They never say anything
Who and when was your first crush?: Ummm I don't remember!!! OH NO!

Right this moment…

What are you wearing?: Saosin shirt and some old shorts
What are you worried about?: Uni of course
What book are you reading?: The Vampire Lestat by Anne Rice
What time is it?: 11:31 AM
Are you bored?: Yes
Are you tired?: I just woke up
Are you talking to anyone online or on the phone?: Nah slack
Are you lonely or content?: Content
Are you listening to music, if so then what?: Motion City Soundtrack - Attractive Today

The Last…

Dream you had: Don't remember my dreams
Nightmare: See above
Time you cried: I can't remember... it's been awhile actually
Movie you watched: I think it was Jersey Girl... last week
Movie you rented: Now that I don't remember, oh wait Sweeney Todd
Book you read: Twilight... again
Word you said: "I've got nowhere to park" To dad
Time you laughed: Yesterday some time
Person to call you: Mum?? or Ella?
Song you listened to: Motion City Soundtrack - Everything is Alright
annoyance: Dunno, probably yesterday at work, with a customer
IM sent or received: Dunno
Time you yelled: A long long time ago, in a world far away
Person you yelled at: Probably brother
time you were a skirt: Ummmmmmmmmmm, dunno
time you fought with your parents: Very long time ago
Time you wished on a shooting star: When I was maybe 4 lol
Thing you ate: A packet of CC's last night lol
Nail polish color worn: Slut red on my toe nails

Your favorite:

Type of gum: None
Restaurant: Anything thai
Season: Autumn
Type of weather: In between
Emotion: Happiness
Color(s): Green, Blue and Black
Perfume: Chanel No.5 lol
Candy: Chocolate
Pizza topping: The Cheese Lover one
Veggie: Carrot
Type of cake: Chocolate
Magazine: Dunno
TV Show: The Mighty Boosh
Day of the week: Sunday
Month: March, because it's generally perfect
Holiday: Christmas
Number: 14
Sport to watch: AFL I guess
Flower: Rose, it's so romantic lol